Luck is important. If this one is not meant to work, so be it. But you cannot let it hold you back. You cannot waste more time. You need to move on. This one will not make or break your career. It is just one step on your way. You need it to sharpen your skill. But that is it. No more.
For this week, I will book all the morning time for writing. I will do what I can to finish it by 4.15.
You must get things done. Fuck them!